DECEMBER: Out with the old, Update to the new!

Happy December! Can't believe next month will be 2012! I'm absolutely ready for the new year, changes.... to finally quit my job! I feel like my silly retail job has been taking my focus for months! It's time to refocus and hit life harder than before! There's a fire within that's been burning. Refuse to contain it anymore. I dont want to become a bundle of repressed emotion slowly ticking then EXPLODE!! I'm also NOT ok with these exhausting feelings, life should be exhilarating! Tired of this little world taking more out of me than it should. I feel like "What am I doing here?" "I know I dont belong here!" "What can I do to change the situation?" "This is only temporary, one day this will only be a memory". I can go on. Thing will change, its eventual. Patience, faith, HOPE!! Meanwhile, I'm sooo over and out with the old! My December photo album has pics from the past year. Full set are viewable on Shellymartinez.org :) Here's to the future!!

DECEMBER: Out with the old, Update to the new!

The Martinez Girlz in Grandma's 80th B-day!!

Happy 80th Birthday, Grandma! Here's a piece of cake from the party! Full version is NOW up on Shellymartinez.org!! ;D

                                                                 BTS: Martinez Girlz

A Very Stylish Girl: My Tribute(pt1): To Audrey Hepburn

Bonjour!
Its been far too long since i've last shot! Lots of changes, had to focus on my new job but now i'm back in action! Each day working a little harder to come closer to my goals & dreams. Today I spontaneously decided to join Shelly on her shoot with Zombiefoto! We took a few shots locally at the "Cafe Audrey" off Hollywood Blvd. Even got a celebratory drinky-poo at Cabo Cantina afterwords (had a glass of champagne, that massive margarita was a fun table decoration!) Audrey Hepburn has ALWAYS & will continue to inspire me as an actress/humanitarian. So here's a few behind the scenes... how do i look? Full set will be posted soon w/ a sneak peak Twitcon update even sooner! ...Ovwa!! ;D

I'm BACK & Ready for ACTION!!

I've been taking this last month to adjust to new routines & such. Transition in life can be draining, frustrating, requiring constant focus. I'm still in practice but now I've gotten a better grasp of my life. So, continuing to move forward wiser & taking you along for the ride of our lives! Be on the look out for more blogging, tweeting, photo shoots + all that fun stuff! Summer is upon us... let the good times roll!!

Below is from a night out at "Via Alloro" in Beverly Hills 

"Magic In A Young Girl's Heart"

"Do you believe in magic in a young girls heart. How the music can free her, whenever it starts." I certainly believe in the magic of music! It's springtime again and now I'm understanding more about LOVE. I recently tweeted about companionship + love. I am planning on venturing beyond the "romance layer". Love is so multidimensional! Been really chewing on this and I cant wait to go further on Cafe Danielle this week! On a personal note, I realized that I've been neglecting my true love... MUSIC! My soul even feels tougher without it! Singing is where I find joy. My life's lacked it and started making me musically unmotivated. Then, that negativity trickled into other aspects of my life. Don't we all need to maintain our passions/love? My life certainly feels unsatisfying and somewhat empty when I'm not singing. I will also talk more about this in general + more during Cafe Danielle! Until then, here is a video and inspirational piece Shelly showed me displaying the strong, free-spirited, flapper embracing life. :)

Cafe Danielle: The Rainbow

Cafe Danielle has been down due to all the fabulous changes coming this spring!! Here's a few sneaky peakys to get the party started!


Shelly and I hit the Sunset Strip in search of stimulating our rock n roll. There are many happenin' options but we decided to start with the classic Rainbow Bar & Grill. Video will be posted soon, so keep your eyes peeled!! Meanwhile, tune into Fun Time Radio TODAY at 3PM PST (or listen to it archived style, you busy bee...you!!) The links and photos are posted below!

Fun Time Radio: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/funtimeradio

 

fruit & cheese platter...YUMMY!!

 

I see YOU

 

Church we passed on our SUPER LONG walk

 

The Rainbow's Site: http://www.rainbowbarandgrill.com/

"Cameras Are Flashin': Gimme, Gimme More"

This weekend we shot the final scene of the first "Sprinkles" episode! (If you haven't seen the trailer check it out on youtube! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uQzbzdluIhU) The shoot went great and we got to take the new groovy RV! It makes such a difference! Our location was near Malibu beach. Behind the scenes + more will be shared on youtube & Shellymartinez.org! Meantime, below is a picture from that day! I was an extra for the scene playing a solider & party goer. Also, included is the "photo of the week" from Shellymartinez.org! (sneaky peaky!!) This photo is from the Featured Model section with Sarah Diesel, part 2... check it out!! ;)

Photo Shoot: Tues, Dec. 7

Shelly and I have been planning this for months now! We decided to do a few cute looks for Shellymartinez.org... which is opening THIS holiday season! ;) Tuesday, Dec 7 finally rolls around for Shelly's website photo shoot! It was all the more looked forward to because of the GREAT people we'd be working with! Since it was an evening shoot we ran errands during the day. Vibes flying high, I even through in "hey, no hurry. I'm not going anywhere." (Should have held onto that more laid back spirit longer!) We had only a few things to get but dying my hair kinda set me back. IT WAS AT THIS POINT where I began applying this lame pressure onto myself. Honestly, I just needed to chill out and eat an apple or something. Ended up having a car sickness+ stomach demanding dinner +unnecessary pressure= panic attack! I even pulled out an emergency vomit bag, just in case! SICK! After letting the icy air freeze my face and deeply meditating, we are at the location! I felt so much better once we got there! They had pizza and I said, "I dont care"... the pizza made its home in my tummy! Shooting with Shelly was energizing and fun! But, when it came to my solo that's when that lame pressure (which has now been personally collecting) came out to play with my head! I started slipping back into that panic attack. Felt very unlike me and restrictive. PS this is all caught on the Fun Time behind the scenes camera (viewable soon via Shellymartinez.org!!) ;)
Yes, you will see (again this word describes it well) the lameness in works! Luckily, I snapped out of it. The photographer was understanding and gave me good tips! I saw many of the raw shots and they looked REALLY COOL! Can't wait to share the final product!

This shoot showed me what I need to work on both professionally and personally. Allowing things to set in while taking time to gather self/ mentally prepare instead of becoming overwhelmed. Also, not being shameful to simply embrace being a woman. Not feeling like I have to hold back because of some social standards that dont interfere with my moral standards. Most importantly, being yourself. Letting go and allowing confidence to build; not insecurity or conceit.

Thanks for reading my thoughts! If you'd like to see these photos and behind the scenes... soon, soon, my friends!

Wrestlemania 23

In 2007, High School Danielle had the privilege of attending Wrestlemania 23 because my sister, Shelly Martinez, was performing in it!! This had been the daydream of years finally coming true! So, my mom let me go for a few days... by myself! BOY was IT a journey! I lived about 10 mins away from the Ontario Airport so that part was a piece of cake. Somehow the plane was seriously delayed making me miss my connection flight! Leaving me stranded in Las Vegas without my luggage or money! I phoned Shelly informing her that I'd also miss Stone Cold Steve Austin's "The Condemned" screening (i was SOOO bummed out!!). The airport gave me food vouchers that I took advantage of at airport's Burger King! I was exhausted and cold! So, I found a nice, safe, warm, corner to plop down and snooze. When I woke up I walked around. I witnessed a man being arrested. Apparently, he was trippin on hard drugs (which was clearly visible!) then urinated on the merchandise in the Egyptian Imitation Artifacts, store!

My flight wouldn't take off until wee hours of the next morning! I tried venturing to the strip (Shelly wired me money so I figured I'm in Vegas Baby, Vegas!) In short, it wasn't easy, no fun and games just more airport! Ugh, it was AMAZING once I left that airport! 

*We will be talking about Wrestlemania 23 tomorrow LIVE on Fun Time Radio, 3PST http://www.blogtalkradio.com/funtimeradio

Meanwhile, that's a little back story! Here's some pictures from Wrestlemania (you see the origination of The Blue Dress!)

 

"It's the time of the season"

"...When your love runs high" Time Of The Season, The Zombies.

It truly is the time of the season for my love to run HIGH. Not only will all the undercover projects be finally unleashed, but the season calls for me to get "back in tune"! I have not sung professionally (or trained) for almost 3 years now! THIS IS TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE in my book! Although, I've been using this time to really explore myself. As previously mentioned, I continue to struggle with having the confidence to go there musically. My soul cannot handle holding back any longer! I'm anticipating your response on the things to come because I feel that you will be PLEASANTLY surprised! ;)

There was also seasons of people trying to mold me into a more homely, downplayed, version of me! Encouraging me to settle and compromise my value! Some made me feel extremely guilty for being stylish... SICK!! I had this idea that people have a hard time accepting me so I chose between "geeky" or "stylish". This was also a time where Medical Marijuana hadn't been implemented in my daily health regime. I felt sad for the trapped person I see in those old pictures of myself.  I remember those day of taking walks alone for hours. Spent lots of time crying alone. It took much effort to overcome those insecurities so I can freely perform my art. When I did it was like nobody recognized much value in me. When I got involved with socializing in College, I met those "Artistic misfits". It hurt when they'd use other girls (that happened to be my friends) to attack me both artistically & romantically. I am done holding back because I'm afraid of stirring things up within someone... hello that's art! Tired of haters that are hating because they CAN NOT HANG! Get real! ;) Below is old pics (get ready to trip out!) I look so heavy and old!! Will contrast it with a picture from TODAY!!

Dreams: What Good Are They Unchartered?

For some years now I've had a reoccurring dream about this beach city. There is an amusement park (reminiscent of Disneyland) on the pier. Sometimes, I get scared while riding the roller coaster that we will drop into the sea. Anyways, so I had this dream last night with a different twist. I don't know if this was supposed to be a film set because things weren't as they seemed there was an overriding element/vibe of pretend. As usual people (female models, in particular) are trying to stress me out & rush me.. i was not going to allow it because i told them there is no time restraint (they couldn't come to terms with that). There was this highly anticipated party after words that everyone was excited for.  I feel this part was chaotic & vivid but i cant remember it clearly now. (Having to do with this mystery-familiar guy who helps me out but we have communication issues, so annoying in dreamland!) I am on the beach with everyone who is having this wild good time. Some of my family members are there in the water. I see people throwing each other around, dunking, rough housing in the water. I don't trust it at all. I tell one of the kids a family member is dunking something like; "He is not playing. If he starts drowning you, let me know & I'll help you!" The child looked at me with disbelief & a bit of anger that I'd suggest that, but he didn't say anything. I felt a tugging on my leg & saw him being drowned beneath the water while his dunker was laughing/playing to everyone else. The child started dying & I was trying to save him. I remembered being so overwhelmed with emotion towards everyone who were obliviously partying. The tables turned & evil intents were soon exposed. A man who had been doing dirty business while everyone was being distracted at the beach, finally emerged. I've had an eye on him with his gray dreadlocks & undeniably heavy drug vibes all around him. People thought he was peaceful & were taken back by who he really was. A cop was upset (don't know if they had a deal before) but dreadlocks didn't care about keeping anything up, anymore. The cop was on the floor & pulled back his own fleshy mask to expose the person underneath. While dreadlocks boasted to all the fearful people... I went behind his back! He had created an alternate body that looked like an alien. Dreadlocks said he is all knowing & stored this knowledge inside the alien & soon he will be indestructible. I sneaked to the alien, started to cut out it's brains & drain them. There was tons of little brains & 1 massive one .. also there was a medicated chocolate bar with symbols on it. The symbols represented a power. I knew I needed it so I chose a piece & ate it. The bar was melting & all the symbols began meshing together. I didn't care, time was ticking, so I stuffed the bar in my pant pocket. The dream ended with me strategizing (seeing as dreadlocks was all knowing & it was only a matter of time before I got caught) while I decided to drain the massive brain 1st.

Know this all sounds jumbled but I wanted to get it out while it was still fresh in my mind! Dreams give you a glimpse into your inner self. I felt that I needed to share this... if not for nothing hope you were entertained by my dream of a druggy supervilian!

Walter Wanderley - Beach Samba -

Lately I've been sincerely struggling as an artist. Having a hard time connecting all the creative dots smoothly... nothing sounds/feels how I want it to. Again, I'm really seeing how important this upcoming road trip will be. I need to take time to sneak away and think, experience, organize... and just worry about LIVING! Right now I'm not even "making it" without the support of Shelly + Vinny. As I continue to make the absolute best during this transition, my prayers to regain independence is constant (among other very important soul-matters). I can't help but feel there is something missing for some time. Perhaps it's depression & it'll pass once my life comes in order. I've been reading up on inspirational artists to peak into WHO these people are. I have much more thoughts to share on this but will save it for later!

Today was another shoot day for "Sprinkles" and our location was in Malibu, again!! Had lots of time to get lost in thought! There will be video on ShellyMartinez.org but until then below is a clip from today. Also, is Walter Wanderley "Beach Samba" to set the mood! He is also included in this musical exploration of mine! Totally enjoyed listening to this song while watching his various album covers... so cute & trippy!

Sprinkles 11/8: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DEZKCN6VO88

Moving Forward

These past few weeks I've been experiencing an explosion of creativity. Currently working on writing my own songs, "Wanna Be, Lo", "The Devil Lives In The Back House", "Snakes, Snakes, Snakes," + many more lyrics that are still floating around without a song to call home! I feel like I haven't even begun to tap into the fire I know lives within me... excited to uncover & share it with you all!

Shelly & I have been working hard to build up content for her website. We have accumulated tons of footage already between the both of us! ShellyMartinez.org will be launched soon! Think people will be EXTREMELY satisfied with all the content PLUS get a huge kick out of the new directions Shelly is taking!! I have been in contact with the awesome new web mistress... she's currently working on my featured section of the site! This will also include exclusive photo shoots, videos, & debut my music!!! Until then here is a sneak peak from last weeks shoot with Sarah Diesel. I will post my Sarah Diesel interview, Full photo set, & Behind The Scenes on ShellyMartinez.org!!!

Fall Fun

Last Week's Fun Time Radio mentioned how fall is a new beginning for us!

We want to share all of our Fall Fun with you! Whether it be having a few friends over, going out, running errands, or tripping out on life... there WILL BE many pics!! Since I am no longer active on Spiffbox, Blogger will be my

primary blog! Vinny, Shelly, & I will be taking our cross country documented trip within the next couple months! I figured that I mine as well get into the groove of consistent blogging before we hit those roads! Here's a few pics to start this new season off! (b.t.w fall so happens to be my FAV season!!)

Universal Studios

Last week Fun Time Radio streamed LIVE from Universal Citywalk. Shelly and I have been dying to go on the new Kong 3D. Our show successfully ended at 4, sadly the park closed around 5pm.. leaving us with just enough time for 1 ride. We were totally bummed to find most rides were already closed, including Kong (of course!) Universal Studios is all decked out for Halloween so we goofed around taking pictures... Plus, managed to squeeze in The Simpson's ride, making us happy campers! We have passes and plan to go back for a full day of kodak moments and hopefully KONG!  Until then... Enjoy!

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Karaoke Time!!!
Many FUN changes are on the horizon,
Keep your eye's peeled & Tune into Fun Time Radio!!!

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"Round, Round, Get Around... I Get Around!/ Yeah The Bad Guys Know Us And They Leave Us Alone..."

Great line from "I Get Around" The Beach Boys to wrap up summer! Also, time to blog about all Martinez Girlz around town adventures! Check out behind the scenes from this weekend's "Sprinkles" shoot!!

8/19 Ending of Week

Hello!!!


I cant believe it's Thurs already... weekend is approaching! "Girl's just want to have fun!", I'm no exception! Excited for some fun activities I'll be taking part in starting... today!


Thurs: Fun Time Radio!!! 
Last week we ran out of time because we had tons to comment on "The Strange and Unusual." We just had to continue the theme to share more this week! I'll also be discussing my future career goals. Would like to hear your thoughts! Tune in 3pm PST http://www.blogtalkradio.com/funtimeshelly


Fri-Sun: I will be shooting Behind the Scenes for couple shoots including, "Sprinkles"


More pics and info to come!

Karaoke: Promo for Fun Time Radio

Karaoke Time! 4 Non Blondes "What's Up"Karaoke Time! Taylor Swift "You Belong With Me"


Fun Time Radio: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/funtimeshelly

Fun Time Radio 07/05/10